THIS IS MY HELL

by RED STRIPE

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about

Milo, Sorghum, & Maize Records 2013

recorded in Los Angeles, CA / mixed in Red Hook, NY
not mastered yet BUT STILL HOTTER THAN A DEMON IN A SAUNA
release party never

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ALT VERSIONS OF SOME TRACKS THAT APPEARED IN "NOT TRYINA DIE YOUNG: PRINCESS ON VACATION" AVAILABLE HERE:
saddrunkwizardsexyyincestbabydragon.bandcamp.com/releases

OR HERE:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfUmuSVCkOQ

credits

released 07 August 2013

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Track Name: CARTE BLANCHE
um hey so you know how some people like to meditate on god or buddha or karl lagerfeld or something, personally i like to visualize checks in the mail, carpe noche, carte blanche whatever

PARTY IN THE HOTEL, CAMPARI ON ICE
COCAINE MADE OF GOLD, GIRLS DRESSED IN WILD
ANIMAL COATS AND I WANNA CHANGE THE MOOD
PULL YOU ASIDE AND CONFESS TO YOU

I CANT STOP LOVING YOU
NOT TILL THE SUN REFUSES YOU

IT STARTS OFF SO SIMPLE NOW ITS GETTING EXISTENTIAL
I CANT EXPLAIN

OBVIOUSLY HE SMOTHERING ME
I DONT HAVE TIME FOR CLARITY
I SURVIVE SUCCESSFULLY
WASHING MY HAIR WITH ANGEL TEARS
YOU GOT GAME TO SPIT I DON'T GIVE A SHIT
I KNOW IM LEGIT IM A MILLION BUCKS
TEARS ON MY FENDI DONT WANT YOUR DRUGS
FUCK LIFE ITS ALL A VACATION TO ME

I CANT STOP LOVING YOU
NOT TILL THE SUN REFUSES YOU

CANT WAIT TO LEAVE MY HOUSE
CANT WAIT TO COME DOWN
CANT WAIT TO GET PAID
CANT WAIT TO BE NEXT TO YOU

CANT WAIT TO HEAR GLASS CLINKING
CANT WAIT FOR THE NEW SINGLE
CANT WAIT TO RUN INTO YOUR ARMS

LETS BE REAL I HAVE LOVED YOU FOREVER
I CANT EXPLAIN

IT STARTS OFF SO SIMPLE NOW IM MAKING EXCUSES
I CANT EXPLAIN
Track Name: CRACKROCK DE LA MORTE
IT'S HOT OUTSIDE NOW
YOU DO SUFFER
BREAKING THE SCALE
ALL OF THE TIME

YOU'RE WASTING YOUR TIME
I'M SAD UNEMPLOYED
BABY OF THE YEAR
WINNING AWARDS LEFT AND RIGHT

ARE YOU WAITING FOR ME
AT THE END OF MY TIME?
ARE YOU THE CIGARETTE AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL
COVERED IN FINE LINES?

(REMIXXXXXXX)
I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU
I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU
I CAN'T STOP THESE VACATION DAYS GO BY TOO SOON
I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU
Track Name: YACHT FEAT R KELLY
HIDING OUT ON THIS LAKE
YACHT'S MY MARY JANE
LIFE'S A FUCKING ACTRESS
LIFE'S A DRINKING GAME

WHERE DO I GO WHEN I WANT TO COMPLAIN
I WANNA BE A BITCH I DON'T WANNA SEE YO FACES
I'M MADE OF GLITTER I'M MADE OF MONEY
I'M AN ANIMAL I'M NOT YOUR FRIEND BUT I COULD BE YOUR HONEY

SOMEONE GET ME A MAP CUZ
I'M GETTING LOST IN YOUR EYES
TELL ME ALL THE TIME THE THINGS YOU WANNA TRY
I'LL KEEP YOU SAFE FROM YOUR OWN LIES
COMMAND YOUR ATTENTION AND DEMAND YOUR TIME
SAILING ON MY YACHT I THINK I'M DOING FINE

I WOULD TAKE YOU ANYWHERE
IF I HAD LOTS OF MONEY
WE'D BE GLAMOROUS COAST TO COAST
THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT SO DRY YOUR EYES

MAYBE I'LL FIND A GOOD LIFE
TRY SOMETHING I HAVEN'T TRIED
WORK ON MY TAN AT NIGHT
DRINK UNTIL I KISS THE SKY

SOMEONE GET ME A MAP CUZ
I'M GETTING LOST IN YOUR PUSSSSSAY
TELL ME ALL THE TIME THE THINGS YOU WANNA TRY
I'LL KEEP YOU SAFE FROM YOUR OWN LIES
COMMAND YOUR ATTENTION AND DEMAND YOUR TIME
SAILING ON MY YACHT I THINK I'M DOING FINE

LETS KEEP IT REAL AND GO HALF ON A BABY
Track Name: I'M SORRY YOU HAD TO FIND OUT THIS WAY
hello? can i just say that he was a very benevolent creator and that when i bowed at his beautiful feet or his geometric palace or whatever i felt not fear or remorse or terror or sadness but i felt accepted and simple, which is what i wanted in the first place

and so i have like a million things running through my mind at the same time, definitely having a moment where I'm crying tears of joy and I'm so happy to have been a spanish princess in one of my lifetimes
and it's not just because i'm like god's favorite person and i'm entitled to do things like this
believe me this is my hell this is my living nightmare but we're done that's it it's over okay
and i'm sorry you had to find out this way but i'm not gonna be following in the footsteps of my benevolent creator
i'm gonna be entitled to be entitled
because only as long as animal collective agrees with me that means something and everything else including you, sorry, means nothing, so, bye
Track Name: HEAVY
STUMBLING AROUND IN YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD
TILL THE SUN COMES UP AND WE'RE COMING DOWN
YOU DROWN IN A FLOOD OF WHISKEY
AND ANYTHING YOU CAN GET YOUR HANDS ON
THE SIRENS SING OF SHAME AND YOU JOIN THEM IN THE WATER
BUT I'M A BELIEVER THAT EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE FINE
CAUSE LIKE IT OR NOT, THIS IS GONNA BE YOU
FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE

SO LIGHTEN UP, YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN SO HEAVY
DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DESERVE, DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU BELIEVE
I KNOW YOU THINK YOU DOIN IT RIGHT WITH THE HEAVY WEIGHT ON YOUR MIND
LIGHTEN UP YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN SO HEAVY

DON'T YOU THINK IT'S PASSÉ TRYING TO BE AHEAD OF YOUR TIME
TURNING WATER INTO WINE MAKING CUT AFTER CUT AFTER LINE AFTER LINE
WITH A CROWN ON YOUR FAIR HAIR AND A BLUNT IN YOUR HAND
YOU'LL SURVIVE YOUR MISTAKES LIKE I DO MINE
WE WILL ALL BE ON A GRID DOING TWELVE THINGS AT A TIME
LOOKING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES WALKING INTO THE LIGHT

SO LIGHTEN UP, YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN SO HEAVY
DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DESERVE, DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU BELIEVE
I KNOW YOU THINK YOU GET IT RIGHT WITH THE HEAVY WEIGHT ON YOUR MIND
LIGHTEN UP YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN SO HEAVY
Track Name: THIS IS MY HELL
UGH
I HATE IT OUTSIDE
ITS SO FUCKING HOT
I HATE THE 405
GET OUT OF MY LANE

DIE IN DUBAI
LIFE IN LA
SHOP IN NEW YORK
BIG IN JAPAN

I'M BORED AS HELL
IN MY HOTEL
CHAMPAGNE TEN BUCKS
THIS IS MY HELL

BUT LOOK AT THE VIEW
AND THROW ALL YOUR PLATES
AND YOUR SILVER SPOONS
INTO THE STREET

DON'T GIVE ME THE DRAMA
I'M TOO TIRED
TO DEAL WITH YOU NOW
ROLL UP A SPLIFF

GO TO THE CLUB
DRINK VIP
CAMPARI ON ICE
MY DAD'S ON TV

hey look its the white stripes / white stripes red stripe / the devil is on vacation respect the narrative ok one love crackers

LOOK AT THE VIEW
CAN YOU RESIST
WHAT'S HAPPENING TO YOU

SHOW ME THE DOOR
SHOW ME THE PALME D'OR
SHOW ME THE PAYCHECK
SHOW ME THE DIOR

ITS ALL A GOOD TIME
ALL OF THE TIME
AND YOU'RE UNDER MY SPELL
BUT THIS IS MY HELL

PRINCESS CALM DOWN
STOP CHECKING YOUR PHONE
GET IN THE CAR
BEFORE I LEAVE YOU ALONE

KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THIS?
THIS IS MY HELL
GET OUT OF MY CAR
GET OUT MY HOTEL

NOW LOOK AT THE VIEW
LOOK AT THE VIEW

NOW I SEE (DO YOU SEE?)
NOW I SEE (DO YOU SEE?)
NOW I SEE (DO YOU SEE?)
NOW I SEE (DO YOU SEE?)

KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THIS?
THIS IS MY HELL
GET OUT OF MY CAR
GET OUT MY HOTEL

KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THIS?
THIS IS MY HELL
GET OUT OF MY CAR
GET OUT MY HOTEL

i just wanna roll up a spliff and smoke that motherfucker, smoke that motherfucker

BITCH I WISH YOU WOULD BURN MY MOTHERFUCKING CLOTHES OK

hey satan didn't see you there, no coincidence that THE DEVIL IS RED ~stripe~

SPEAKING BACKWARDS LIKE THE ILLUMINATI

when i was born devil said OH SHIT COMPETITION

THIS IS MY HELL
THIS IS TOO REAL
AND I AM NOT
HANDLING THIS WELL

THIS IS TOO REAL
THIS IS MY HELL
TELL ME AM I
HANDLING THIS WELL?
Track Name: THE FLOOD
SO KIND IN HIS LAST YEARS HE IS
WHITE SHOES, HIGH HEELS
CRYING ON COMMAND
THEN, FAINTING

I BELIEVED IN EVERYTHING
SWALLOWED EVERY WORD HE FED ME
CONDITIONED TO LOVE THE UNNECESSARY
SEE YA AT MY PRETENTIOUS PARTY

ENCLOSED IS YOUR LETTER
IT'S MADE OF SOUND AND COLOR
YOU'VE TAUGHT ME EVERYTHING I KNOW
I'VE BECOME YOU

BUT YOUR CLARITY IS FAKE
IT ONLY SERVES TO SAY
YOU'RE SO STUPID
IT'S PRETENTIOUS

AND THE MISERY REMAINS
YOU CAN'T JUST DISENGAGE
YOU CAN'T TURN A FLOOD
INTO A TRAIL OF TEARS

I GUESS IT'S YOUR CHOICE
TO WAKE UP OR NOT
BUT IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING
I WON'T EITHER

DON'T TWIST UP THE THINGS I TELL YOU
I JUST WANT TO HAVE YOU
FOR MYSELF, WE ARE
TWISTED AS IT IS DARLING

OH YOU'RE ATTAINABLE
BUT IT'S PRECARIOUS
AND HOW WOULD IT LOOK REALISTICALLY
WE'RE TOO PREDICTABLE

IT WAS IN THE RAIN
IT BLURRED HIS WORDS AND FACE
BUT I THINK HE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING
HE SAID,

YOU HAVE TO PAY
TO GET YOUR WAY
THANKS FOR RUNNING OUT ON ME
WHEN THE FLOOD HIT

BUT YOUR HAPPINESS IS FAKE
YOU ARE A RAINY DAY
YOU TRY SO HARD TO KEEP
THE SUN FROM FILTERING

SO WHY RUN THE OTHER WAY
WHY THESE PLANS YOU BREAK
IT ONLY MAKES IT WORSE FOR YOU
NOT ME

I WISH I COULD HELP YOU THERE
BUT I MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES
I DON'T KNOW WHY THESE THINGS HAPPEN
OR WHATS RUNNING THROUGH YOUR HEAD

YOU CAN BREAK YOUR OWN FALL
YOU CAN BREAK YOUR OWN HEART
I'M IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE
YOU'RE TOO LATE YOU RAN OFF AFTER THE FLOOD HIT