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THIS IS MY HELL

by RED STRIPE

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um hey so you know how some people like to meditate on god or buddha or karl lagerfeld or something, personally i like to visualize checks in the mail, carpe noche, carte blanche whatever PARTY IN THE HOTEL, CAMPARI ON ICE COCAINE MADE OF GOLD, GIRLS DRESSED IN WILD ANIMAL COATS AND I WANNA CHANGE THE MOOD PULL YOU ASIDE AND CONFESS TO YOU I CANT STOP LOVING YOU NOT TILL THE SUN REFUSES YOU IT STARTS OFF SO SIMPLE NOW ITS GETTING EXISTENTIAL I CANT EXPLAIN OBVIOUSLY HE SMOTHERING ME I DONT HAVE TIME FOR CLARITY I SURVIVE SUCCESSFULLY WASHING MY HAIR WITH ANGEL TEARS YOU GOT GAME TO SPIT I DON'T GIVE A SHIT I KNOW IM LEGIT IM A MILLION BUCKS TEARS ON MY FENDI DONT WANT YOUR DRUGS FUCK LIFE ITS ALL A VACATION TO ME I CANT STOP LOVING YOU NOT TILL THE SUN REFUSES YOU CANT WAIT TO LEAVE MY HOUSE CANT WAIT TO COME DOWN CANT WAIT TO GET PAID CANT WAIT TO BE NEXT TO YOU CANT WAIT TO HEAR GLASS CLINKING CANT WAIT FOR THE NEW SINGLE CANT WAIT TO RUN INTO YOUR ARMS LETS BE REAL I HAVE LOVED YOU FOREVER I CANT EXPLAIN IT STARTS OFF SO SIMPLE NOW IM MAKING EXCUSES I CANT EXPLAIN
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IT'S HOT OUTSIDE NOW YOU DO SUFFER BREAKING THE SCALE ALL OF THE TIME YOU'RE WASTING YOUR TIME I'M SAD UNEMPLOYED BABY OF THE YEAR WINNING AWARDS LEFT AND RIGHT ARE YOU WAITING FOR ME AT THE END OF MY TIME? ARE YOU THE CIGARETTE AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL COVERED IN FINE LINES? (REMIXXXXXXX) I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU I CAN'T STOP THESE VACATION DAYS GO BY TOO SOON I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU
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HEAVY 04:25
STUMBLING AROUND IN YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD TILL THE SUN COMES UP AND WE'RE COMING DOWN YOU DROWN IN A FLOOD OF WHISKEY AND ANYTHING YOU CAN GET YOUR HANDS ON THE SIRENS SING OF SHAME AND YOU JOIN THEM IN THE WATER BUT I'M A BELIEVER THAT EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE FINE CAUSE LIKE IT OR NOT, THIS IS GONNA BE YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE SO LIGHTEN UP, YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN SO HEAVY DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DESERVE, DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU BELIEVE I KNOW YOU THINK YOU DOIN IT RIGHT WITH THE HEAVY WEIGHT ON YOUR MIND LIGHTEN UP YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN SO HEAVY DON'T YOU THINK IT'S PASSÉ TRYING TO BE AHEAD OF YOUR TIME TURNING WATER INTO WINE MAKING CUT AFTER CUT AFTER LINE AFTER LINE WITH A CROWN ON YOUR FAIR HAIR AND A BLUNT IN YOUR HAND YOU'LL SURVIVE YOUR MISTAKES LIKE I DO MINE WE WILL ALL BE ON A GRID DOING TWELVE THINGS AT A TIME LOOKING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES WALKING INTO THE LIGHT SO LIGHTEN UP, YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN SO HEAVY DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DESERVE, DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU BELIEVE I KNOW YOU THINK YOU GET IT RIGHT WITH THE HEAVY WEIGHT ON YOUR MIND LIGHTEN UP YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN SO HEAVY
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UGH I HATE IT OUTSIDE ITS SO FUCKING HOT I HATE THE 405 GET OUT OF MY LANE DIE IN DUBAI LIFE IN LA SHOP IN NEW YORK BIG IN JAPAN I'M BORED AS HELL IN MY HOTEL CHAMPAGNE TEN BUCKS THIS IS MY HELL BUT LOOK AT THE VIEW AND THROW ALL YOUR PLATES AND YOUR SILVER SPOONS INTO THE STREET DON'T GIVE ME THE DRAMA I'M TOO TIRED TO DEAL WITH YOU NOW ROLL UP A SPLIFF GO TO THE CLUB DRINK VIP CAMPARI ON ICE MY DAD'S ON TV hey look its the white stripes / white stripes red stripe / the devil is on vacation respect the narrative ok one love crackers LOOK AT THE VIEW CAN YOU RESIST WHAT'S HAPPENING TO YOU SHOW ME THE DOOR SHOW ME THE PALME D'OR SHOW ME THE PAYCHECK SHOW ME THE DIOR ITS ALL A GOOD TIME ALL OF THE TIME AND YOU'RE UNDER MY SPELL BUT THIS IS MY HELL PRINCESS CALM DOWN STOP CHECKING YOUR PHONE GET IN THE CAR BEFORE I LEAVE YOU ALONE KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THIS? THIS IS MY HELL GET OUT OF MY CAR GET OUT MY HOTEL NOW LOOK AT THE VIEW LOOK AT THE VIEW NOW I SEE (DO YOU SEE?) NOW I SEE (DO YOU SEE?) NOW I SEE (DO YOU SEE?) NOW I SEE (DO YOU SEE?) KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THIS? THIS IS MY HELL GET OUT OF MY CAR GET OUT MY HOTEL KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THIS? THIS IS MY HELL GET OUT OF MY CAR GET OUT MY HOTEL i just wanna roll up a spliff and smoke that motherfucker, smoke that motherfucker BITCH I WISH YOU WOULD BURN MY MOTHERFUCKING CLOTHES OK hey satan didn't see you there, no coincidence that THE DEVIL IS RED ~stripe~ SPEAKING BACKWARDS LIKE THE ILLUMINATI when i was born devil said OH SHIT COMPETITION THIS IS MY HELL THIS IS TOO REAL AND I AM NOT HANDLING THIS WELL THIS IS TOO REAL THIS IS MY HELL TELL ME AM I HANDLING THIS WELL?
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RETURN TRIP 01:25
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THE FLOOD 06:43
SO KIND IN HIS LAST YEARS HE IS WHITE SHOES, HIGH HEELS CRYING ON COMMAND THEN, FAINTING I BELIEVED IN EVERYTHING SWALLOWED EVERY WORD HE FED ME CONDITIONED TO LOVE THE UNNECESSARY SEE YA AT MY PRETENTIOUS PARTY ENCLOSED IS YOUR LETTER IT'S MADE OF SOUND AND COLOR YOU'VE TAUGHT ME EVERYTHING I KNOW I'VE BECOME YOU BUT YOUR CLARITY IS FAKE IT ONLY SERVES TO SAY YOU'RE SO STUPID IT'S PRETENTIOUS AND THE MISERY REMAINS YOU CAN'T JUST DISENGAGE YOU CAN'T TURN A FLOOD INTO A TRAIL OF TEARS I GUESS IT'S YOUR CHOICE TO WAKE UP OR NOT BUT IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING I WON'T EITHER DON'T TWIST UP THE THINGS I TELL YOU I JUST WANT TO HAVE YOU FOR MYSELF, WE ARE TWISTED AS IT IS DARLING OH YOU'RE ATTAINABLE BUT IT'S PRECARIOUS AND HOW WOULD IT LOOK REALISTICALLY WE'RE TOO PREDICTABLE IT WAS IN THE RAIN IT BLURRED HIS WORDS AND FACE BUT I THINK HE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING HE SAID, YOU HAVE TO PAY TO GET YOUR WAY THANKS FOR RUNNING OUT ON ME WHEN THE FLOOD HIT BUT YOUR HAPPINESS IS FAKE YOU ARE A RAINY DAY YOU TRY SO HARD TO KEEP THE SUN FROM FILTERING SO WHY RUN THE OTHER WAY WHY THESE PLANS YOU BREAK IT ONLY MAKES IT WORSE FOR YOU NOT ME I WISH I COULD HELP YOU THERE BUT I MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES I DON'T KNOW WHY THESE THINGS HAPPEN OR WHATS RUNNING THROUGH YOUR HEAD YOU CAN BREAK YOUR OWN FALL YOU CAN BREAK YOUR OWN HEART I'M IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE YOU'RE TOO LATE YOU RAN OFF AFTER THE FLOOD HIT

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recorded in Los Angeles, CA / mixed in Red Hook, NY

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"THIS IS MY HELL" CONTAINS SUPER ALT VERSIONS OF TRACKS THAT APPEARED IN "NOT TRYINA DIE YOUNG: PRINCESS ON VACATION".

THE FEATURE IS AVAILABLE HERE:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfUmuSVCkOQ

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released June 6, 2013

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